I don't really understand how it's after 8pm already. I woke up, had some toast, went on the internet, and that was 10 hours ago. I literally took a sip of my elevenses tea between those two sentences. I really may as well have not gotten dressed.
How do I keep wasting days like this? I have a dozen things that I could be doing, and that I'd like to be doing, and yet here I am, in bed still. I have editing and writing and sewing to do. I was in the mood to go to the beach but no one was free and I didnt want to go swimming alone in case the beach was deserted and I drowned.
I should have an alarm that goes off at 12:30pm everyday and if I'm not out of the house then I'll have to force myself to leave and go for a walk and do some photography or something.
No-one wants to go to the beach anytime soon because it's forecast to rain. We'd be swimming. I kind of don't understand why everyone is so deathly afraid of rain. I used to get caught out in the rain a lot when I was in my early teens but thinking about it I haven't been properly drenched in years. It's kind of sad, getting rained on is a pretty human experience. I love the feeling where you're so drenched that you figure there's no point trying to stay out of the rain anymore. I'm going to start neglecting the weather more.
Really I'm just writing this so that I'll have something to show for my day.
Few updates: My hearing is back, apparently the only way to avoid it happening again is to not get water in my ears. So that sucks, but the hearing loss is easily resolved.
My internet names are now all under Ren instead of Laura because the more I thought about it the less I liked how easy it was to find me online if you wanted to.
I've been writing and filming a bit, but not much. It'll pick up in July. I finally got enough money together to order my camera, which I did yesterday. May the rack focus commence!
Other than that, I've just been napping and eating junk food with Aine.
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